Monday, August 14, 2006
Thinking of posting some pictures on my blog. But decided against it. Do not know why, but I just want to keep my blog site simple, just black and white.
4.47am now and time continues to click away on the clock. Counting down to my ns and I do not really care. Just want to get on with life, be it good or bad. But it is very objective to decide if your life is either. To me everything I have experienced in my life is positive, as it results in me being what I am. As I like myself more then I hate myself, I guess I can say say my life is good. Had fun at my friends' house yesterday morning. pam, han and me played this game like writing down other friends' and our names on cards and we got to choose one of those cards. Then we mimicked the person we had chosen in a senario, before guessing who was acting who. Quite lame, but is fun. That is what matter most.
Saw two dead birds three or four days back. Both being squashed flat on the road, at Bugis (I think) and Tampines (I'm sure). Then this afternnon walking back home I saw another dead cat. I looked at them and thought life was being ended to make ways for new ones. Wonder who had died to make way for me.
Being waiting for something to happen, some particular matter. Thought I might just proceed but do not find it is a appropriate time. Maybe I am just looking for excuses. Really hope it will happen but I was uncharacteristically pesismistic on this matter. Doing nothing make me feel worse. Seriously thinking, what I should do now is...
...have a shower and go to sleep. Ya that is what I will do. Fatigue catching up with me, calling me to get wild and be freed from reality inside the dreamland in my head. What should I do when I reach there? Maybe get a ride on superman to visit Bill Gates at his villa, then invite Ronaldinho and Beckham over to have a free kick contest. After it was to discuss physics with Einstein. Of course not to remember to fly over to middle earth to help out my old mates Legolas and co. to destroy the damn ring, and maybe can date that beautiful Arwen for dinner...
... ZZZZzzzz...
sshhh... sweet dreams and have a nice day...
it is just sooner or later
4:37 AM
