Monday, August 28, 2006
Just received a sms from the millitary to remind me to enlist on the 7th of Sep. I thought ahead, no feeling in me. So numb, everything is moving so fast in a blur all around me. Makes me feel like when the next moment I blink my eyes, I will be staring from above at an ah pei lying in a coffin, who vaguely resembles me. Just like Adam Sandler in Click.
Yesterday went to meet ex-colleagues of fsppc. Watched the snakes movie, played at the arcade then met more of my ex-colleagues for pubbing. We played card games, the eight of us. And we order alot of beer as penalties for the losers. I was rather ok throughout the games, able to avoid losing too much. But when at the last round of the game was a disaster for me, being the 2nd biggest loser in that round. But my penalty was the most, so I had to force down quite a lot of beer (for my limit), and at last I felt the drunken feeling to sink inside me. Felt very sleepy at first, but luckily it passed off quickly.
Three days before met with poly friends. Total of six person, went to the same place as with my ex-colleagues two days later . Same mrt station, same mall, same fastfood restaurant, same arcade. Same feeling of happiness and content.
Going to finish Dan Brown's novel Angels And Demons. One more book on my Read-List. And after yesterday Snakes On A Plane, one more movie on my Watched-List. Books and movies are essential to me. But it is not the "book" or the "movie" that is important, but what I get from within it, like the knowledges, feelings, thoughts, and messages.
I like you not because of who you are, but what I can get from you.
it is just sooner or later
3:47 PM
