Saturday, August 19, 2006
Did not sleep at all. Must be overslept on the previous day. Now did not really feel tired. Listening to music and just surfing around the net, mostly on soccer. EPL (English Premier League) starting today. At last something good happens in my life. Too bad going to ns soon. Will miss a huge part of the season.
Watched two horror films in two consecutive days, An American Haunting and Ghost Game. They were equally alright, though Ghost Game did give more scare. But the endings were quite depressing, given no survivor left behind in Ghost Game, while revealing an ugly truth in American Haunting. Suddenly feel like watching The Lake House again. Did not know why, but something in the movie just attracts me. Oddly the scenes most memorable to me are the dialogues between the two brothers in the movie, firstly when they were on the lake house, then when they just moved into the office in the city.
Opened my blogspot site and checkd out my friends' blogs. Saw hers and I suddenly felt... low, sort of depress without any reason. Thought it was fading, but just found out it has not. Apparently I was thinking too much, should focus on something else. Saw another friend's blog, who had just came back from Genting. I was supposed to leave for Genting with my family last night if things have gone according to plan. But as usual, nothing goes right in my family. F*ck, thinking of this fouls my mood. How have my parents had allowed things to turn out in this way.
Adults, you would have thought they are old enough to think. I feel they are more childish then me.
Going to pack my things now. Throw away my old school stuffs and rearrange those things I want in a corner of this pathetic house. Wonder who has let it comes to this state. Looking forward to my bunk in tekong. Haha... Out of the frying pan and into the fire. Since there is only one end which is death, I hope I have chosen the one swifter and painless.
But deep in my mind, what I hope most is to survive.
it is just sooner or later
8:19 AM
