Tuesday, August 01, 2006
I like reading comic.
Pick up this hobby when I was very young. It was at the house of my grandmother in Malacca. Nice house it was, really felt like a home to me. But I could not go back to it anymore.
One of the first comic I read was those comic bought by my mother's brothers in their childhood. That was very long ago and all those comic books were old, with thier chipped and yellowish pages, but what was important was that they were nice. That is what meant the most to me. I would never had the chance to read them again. Marvel comics were next on my reading list. And I still read them today, mostly from the neighbourhood libraries because I cannot afford them (haha). Batman and Wolverine are my favorite characters because of some reasons. And then all types of comics just pour into my life. Thinking back I just realized one thing: comics are all senseless and stupid, illogical and wild imagination of the men drawing (and reading) them. Wondering if I am one of them.
Just got a customer complain today. Partly my fault, partly my colleagues. But pushing blame to others is not my trait, and it is not important anymore. Never have been important to me before, not my work, not my life. Then why am I living. I do not know. How ignorant of me.
Sometimes really have the urge to run away, but people says it is the act of cowards. But they have forgotten evading is also an act of survival. Other time I just want to grab some irritating people which I dislike from around me (whoever they are) and shout "F*ck Off" to them, and maybe add some blows to to the pathetic piece of skin infront of their heads which they call 'face'. But I will only do so if I am living within the pages of a comic book. Tempting, but senseless, stupid, illogical and wild all at the same time. Getting unstable nowsaday, maybe should just stay at home. It will not help much, but at least preventing me from hurting too many people. Hahaha. Thought it is comical, but it is not. Damn. What am I talking about.
Sorry for all who read this. Did not intend to write so many sh*t.
Hope people around me will be happy and contended. Never had a wish before, but now that is it.
Yo, cheerz!! Nite, sweet dreamz...
it is just sooner or later
7:00 PM
